BaCk....i am blogging again!! hahaha... it was 5 months ago since i put some crap on this page...  so many things happened on those months... september- was so busy.... crazy... stresss... november - i finally finished my FIRST year study in melbourne... was happily satisfied w my grade! (i am not talking about my history subject).... i helped my sis in her coffee shop... such an interesting experience ( i got free cappucino... free latte... free ice coffee... free ice chocolate... free yummy chocolate...  hahahahhaha) december- i went back 2 jakarta!! my sis said my face is swollen!!! hahahahahaha... maybe that's d result of free chocolate.... i met my beeeest friendss....... miss them all so much!! can't explain how i felt that time...  sleeping on my mom's room is the best ever! hahahaha... it felt so weird to go home after 2years been away.. suddenly u dun know which one u should call home.. BUT... home is still home.. after few days in jakarta, i din feel like going back to melbourne (if my mom read this, she would say ' good la.. go back to jakarta n get married to old uncle'... hahahahhaha die!!) oooo, i was left alone few days before new years eve...... my mom n my sisters went to bangkok n spore without me... just GREAT! they left me with my dad n my brother! can't believe that! (but i got compensation for that... hahahaha) btw, my bday is on this month...     january- celebrating new year w my friends!!!!  enjoying my days in jakarta... being treated almost like a princess... hahhaha.... no more house work!!! oohhhh.. that was so great!  went to visit my sis n her family in spore.... hehehe d shopping was great there!! my niece n nephews r soooooooo big now.... february- back 2 reality... back to melbourne.... i dunno im sad or happy... well, but at least i got upgraded to business class on d plane.. so not that sad after all!! hahaha.... d service was good n i gotta sleep on d plane(not in sitting position... awesome...) | 
was so happy..... 
i can feel there's gonna b a huge problem that i need to deal with soon..... so stress cos i reli dunno how to solve it. it's not like uni work, working on my concepts n all those stuff. it's.... hmmm... much more complicated.... 
it is something that i could never change eventhough how hard i try.... it's like if i do this then i need 2 sacrifice other thing. but if i sacrifice that other thing i'm gonna b in big big big problem. but if i dun do that im aso gonna b in huge problem. eeeeeerrrrrrrrrrrrghhhhhhhh..... die. i'm such a young innocent kid with lots of problems... y life have to b this complicated. 
miss u all so much!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! miss all my aunties n A pek!!! n... mmm.... someone that i'v never met already now.... i miss Oppa too!!! hope he's doing fine in korea...... Oppa reminds me of HOLIDAYS.... sob sob.... wad to do ... it passed ady.... 
at least 3 kg..
